Need translate this letter tagalog to english...tnx..?

you always change your mind del, i don't know if i would believe you, i'm losing my trust to you and desire on our relationship bec. it's also you who made ways for you to lose me.... it's like you're just fooling me, you're always like that, you have many reasons, you don’t get lost of alibis, i'm hurt too much on you, maybe it's time for you to find another woman...find someone to fool with, a pretentious one so that the two of you will really look good together, be true to yourself, you know you won't be happy if you continue to act that way...you won't find a true woman in what you are doing...if that's where you're happy in what you're doing to your women, well, i'm not.,,,,thank you for everything, bye...