Punished for asking for help! Long but please read.?

I am sorry that you are suffering. You do not deserve to be treated in this manner. Nobody deserves to hear that they cannot be helped. These people are not very professional. If it is possible, can't you see another psychiatrist, your current one is not working for you. I know it may be difficult but do not give up, there are very good medical professionals out there and with a little time and patience you will find one who can work with you. Good luck.